I swear to God.

Like a normal person I strive, to compliment Ellen DeGeneres, but then people say I'm just looking for attention, and that's not the only nor main reason.

Another Thought

I thought of working out at this hour, now what bed?  !  WHAT THE FUCK IS IT WITH THE GODDAMN CLICKS

Problema

I finished practicing guitar and harp and then some clicks came from by the computer!  THAT WAS CONNECTED TO MY BROTHER.  And then I touched my hair before putting away my dad's book, praytell my hair had lice!

WHY SHOULD I CARE DEVILS, SINNERS

Said

My therapist admitted that the clicks were what were bothering me to her.

Problema

I can't have my dad attacking me like he's all that, feeling for my body and changing it like I'm shit and act on remote control because he was too busy to fit his sorry ass into improving his own life!

Problema

My dad coughed, and I just happened to leave my door open.  I don't wanna remember shit in this way.

Just Woke Up

Had to take out my contacts, which had .. my eyes, lots of goo.

Had a weird dream again.

I miss the old days online when I was more sane and had more to write from past real life experiences.

I'm going to bed in my bed, now, I think.

I gotta

get faster @ posting photos and things to my blog online.  Thought of a way..

New Photos

New Photos of Me

Hm

Wonder people wanna touch my dad.  Well other way round.

Twitter

New Twitter Profile Picture

New Videos

New Videos of Playing Music

Facebook

New Cover Picture

Twitter

So

Why're these noises starting again?  People are acting like they can punish me.

It would be neat..

..if you care to make a list of what you think is right and wrong, if you haven't.  A lot of people will find some things the opposite.

I do wanna help.

I think I always try.  I mean, that's not what I do all the time.  I have to do my life, as well, and also the people aren't always there to help.  I need things, too.

Problema

I just get grunts and clicks.  What about really talking something out with whoever you talk to?

Problema

Okay, I'm not a bad person at all, this was wrong totally pathetic, and sad.

Problema

This is so gay.  I was trying to sleep.  A 2nd time.  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!