So, what?

You chose, you lose

Something

Here's Taylor Swift|Pink|Jackie Evancho|Amanda Seyfried: "WHYY does that make you upset!.."

Are they hoping the people who moved to Florida are the tacky 1s?  Like we don't have a culture?  Like we're "not allowed

Food for Thought

I guess some people don't think touching is as big a deal.

What

So some shit happens and you call me a nigger?

So, is something up?

Is there anything I can do, then I can think @ it?

Funny, it's probably something @ making me feel bad even though punishment for others for me wouldn't bother me as much, or what it used to be that I remember but not exactly what.  That kinda stuff happens to me, all the time.

Problema

Why are people showing Ellen DeGeneres off to me?  Stop ruining my health.

Like, I'm doing stuff alone but get but in that I cursed @ Ellen online.  I don't really remember that but probably cursed at anyone who mistreated me for the N word thing but not like, "Stranger" is shit.  I don't really like doing that, so I don't seem to be doing it, anymore.  I sorta slinked out of my hatred.  I do still get upset.  What is this shit for?  I just heard a noise at my door, when I thought of shit.  You lookin' at me and makin' me ugly?  What?  I said shit because it's shit.  Like, my dad turned off the TV and eventually left, and usually I see his movies and think it's so cute and something I like.  What, .. I hope no one is really doing these things to me.  Just move on to your life.  I want someone to talk to and make me feel better.  All I have is what I post online.  I dunno I used to talk to my aunts @ it, which probably they are unavailable at the moment and I haven't talked to them in awhile.  I was just beaten with lots of messages, and things come to my mind, but it wasn't like @ Ellen DeGeneres.  What's yo problem?  I just said it WASN'T Ellen.  It wasn't someone.  It was just a thing, and it wasn't supposed to be something anyone does to me.

I hope it isn't a problem because all of what I say won't flow.  You must have a problem online, then.  Why don't you like comment and give me an idea for what I can post?  No one is like comfortable around me online.  Everyone was so mean to me, esp. after the N word thing.  The whole world became dreamless, like for the tweens.  You know, you don't like associate that with someone.  You associate it with the way you reacted to the N word thing.

In Deed

Some people are treated better than they were before and are biding time actively.

Problema

My mom made noises last night in the laundry room and made my heart have problems.  SHE was mean to me yesterday.

Also, I can't even feel sad in private.  These clicks of people watching me but me not deserving what everyone else does to them.  They're just acting like a bunch of little monkeys to me.  Since Johnny Depp and Tim Burton ya'll're retarded to listen and think things like this are suggestive, saying someone's acting like a monkey.  No one in particular, just what I mean..

In Thinking of Others

Like, don't impose my nose on you, but some people like they are who they are they aren't to impose like someone else.

Why gawk that I think I'm something in the class and then say I'm not for no apparent reason than maybe my race?  Just be mean to be funny and to have something to say?  And I'm in trouble?

When you say something

Don't you mean what you say?  Why keep asking for another singing telegram?

Also

I sorta don't want to be categorized into some bin of constant unnecessary thought.  People are treating me like shit.  Everyone else is open to be vocal @ what they mean.

Something Weird

I see European minorities acting anti-Asian|Chinese|Oriental.  Isn't that something to the effect of my dream, though I care @ them?  I assume everyone thinks the same thing.

Pregunta

Did you ever find people monitoring you, like you can be rowdy unless it's you?

Something Embarrassing

I think people thought something was "if," but I knew what you could do to get what's available.

Pregunta

I know I want some things but will still live if I don't get them.  I mean, I'll try to get them.  I was just wondering why some people make a big scene of not getting what they want.  Isn't that not cool?

What should I have done?

People are going manic @ me as an infant not having a big nose.  Why do you think I did that?  I never did that when I was older, just sorta tied it up so it was a strong message.  ..which makes me wonder ~

Thought of Something

Something crossed my mind, as well..  I don't think it's as fun to be with some people when they are engaged in someone who's mean to you.  Like, they don't act right when it's @ you being attractive.

Also, what's with telling people everyone rounds up with their life as mean just to be sugary that they are the best?

Do you ever dig in and find that because of other people is why you're never right for who you are because they're all antsy, like racially or something?  I know I did what I was supposed to.  I guess other people come from mean parents, but I mean yea their parents probably just were jealous.

You know what

I am more powerful than any of you.  Let's find out.

My Be..lief!

You should not hurt anyone because you probably were too lazy or sorry to say stupid to do what you were supposed to and had to do cuz you're a stupid person but I hope not aha ha ha..  You ain't innocent.  Not talking @ Ellen.

Something Else @ Me Hard to Understand

I was so mad at the clicks bothering me.  I just felt everyone was crazy and mean and said I was worthless if I wanted it to stop.  I posted it online hoping for help!  I did get help from my last blogs.  Thigns just changed for me.  I am a bit nicer in some ways.  I tried to say like why do you think it's so-and-so, really.  I was so mad, just wanted it up.