Why are people showing Ellen DeGeneres off to me? Stop ruining my health.
Like, I'm doing stuff alone but get but in that I cursed @ Ellen online. I don't really remember that but probably cursed at anyone who mistreated me for the N word thing but not like, "Stranger" is shit. I don't really like doing that, so I don't seem to be doing it, anymore. I sorta slinked out of my hatred. I do still get upset. What is this shit for? I just heard a noise at my door, when I thought of shit. You lookin' at me and makin' me ugly? What? I said shit because it's shit. Like, my dad turned off the TV and eventually left, and usually I see his movies and think it's so cute and something I like. What, .. I hope no one is really doing these things to me. Just move on to your life. I want someone to talk to and make me feel better. All I have is what I post online. I dunno I used to talk to my aunts @ it, which probably they are unavailable at the moment and I haven't talked to them in awhile. I was just beaten with lots of messages, and things come to my mind, but it wasn't like @ Ellen DeGeneres. What's yo problem? I just said it WASN'T Ellen. It wasn't someone. It was just a thing, and it wasn't supposed to be something anyone does to me.
I hope it isn't a problem because all of what I say won't flow. You must have a problem online, then. Why don't you like comment and give me an idea for what I can post? No one is like comfortable around me online. Everyone was so mean to me, esp. after the N word thing. The whole world became dreamless, like for the tweens. You know, you don't like associate that with someone. You associate it with the way you reacted to the N word thing.