Saturday, August 31, 2013
Wondering
Do you ever get ideas that just pop up and you didn't do it? I mean, like not even some kind of reaction. That happens all the time to me. I'm trying to improve the situation.
WAH (WHY)
Why am I supposedly incompetent since Tim Burton and Johnny Depp? I was sorta like Ellen DeGeneres, in some life.
You don't know . what I know
You know what I know about Johnny Depp? He was like battling over things quickly in micro-actions just because he's from Florida. He thinks everything's .. the world does .. is a "1 2" or a battle, where you really quickly rehash the same thing over and over until you're out and without any rendering services.
O BOY O BOY
It's TIMMY: link
Well, I guess I'll lay off and stick to warding off the noises in my room! What a pleasant surprise! Where's the kids?
Well, I guess I'll lay off and stick to warding off the noises in my room! What a pleasant surprise! Where's the kids?
I will not put up with this.
Tim Burton thinking he has to give in and say he's stupid because other people are NOT Tim. We have the world, too. It was nice for others before.
Attacked
They won't stop. No 1 gives a damn @ Nell Burton. They wanna make Ellen weak, Tim. What do you want to do to h**?
Problema
Chloe Moretz has issues, thinks she has to be stronger than me. We already seee "what." She's mean to me because of the N word thing.
Problema
I can't do anything, not even be friendly, nor take care of myself. Who gives a fuck @ parents?
Problema
I found my dad set off the whole town to think of a washing machine to my brother. I know they went in and did something when I came back. The classes were too hard, I wasn't prepared from the NEW ORLEANS area..
My dad is a liar and a cheat. I just went and made sure he wouldn't do anything. I can say whatever I want. I don't give a damn @ anyone else.
"Food for Thought"
What if you said 1 person deserved something another person was supposed to have, like being a child celeb?
NOW WHAT
Another message from my dad and a disgusting noise click in my room from supposedly Kate Bush? WTF @ that? I thought I was talking @ Ellen. I like her, too!
Problema
They won't quit!! I feel punished with Ellen for saying something @ Tim Burton HE DID WRONG LOOK WHAT YOUR PROBLEM }8|
Look now it's @ that boy in England. I'm not your GODDAMN secretary.
I'm getting veins in my hand.
Problema
What was that? You're just being racist when I make a point and literally hurt me. My dad said, "I did it to a beer." Like in his cough I heard that. What if I think of that, they do that so I think of something when I see it. You can't hurt me you racist for saying the N word and it was part of the experiment.
Another Problem
I'm still picking up after others's shit when I've already offered as much I as I could|should|would to help.
My Be..lief!
You should not hurt anyone because you probably were too lazy or sorry to say stupid to do what you were supposed to and had to do cuz you're a stupid person but I hope not aha ha ha.. You ain't innocent. Not talking @ Ellen.
I should quickly and fully apologize.
Sorry to Ginny for my sarcastic thoughts if you haven't balanced them out..etc.. am tired too kinda need exercise, to figure out how I'm gonna get healthy. I mean I don't really work out that long, unless it's jogging.
Something Else @ Me Hard to Understand
I was so mad at the clicks bothering me. I just felt everyone was crazy and mean and said I was worthless if I wanted it to stop. I posted it online hoping for help! I did get help from my last blogs. Thigns just changed for me. I am a bit nicer in some ways. I tried to say like why do you think it's so-and-so, really. I was so mad, just wanted it up.
Something Else
I do m********* to things I don't like to talk @. I don't like to and try not to, but sometimes I mean I just do it. I used to feel a lot when I thought @ stuff like that without m********ing.
Can I be trusted?
I probably am just sucking up.
Let me explain myself. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp came out, the world went crazy..and RACIST outright RACIST all the chances I ever percieved were shit!
Let me explain myself. Tim Burton and Johnny Depp came out, the world went crazy..and RACIST outright RACIST all the chances I ever percieved were shit!
What I Found
I found out something interesting. People sing to prove they can sing, whereas I do it to express myself like acting.
Problema
Why did my mom just rub in I can't talk to the real Ellen DeGeneres?.. Why do you all all day spit out insults? How will I get a job and have a life. My private life. What happens then?
Problema
You all just act like shit for my shit peers. Not talking to anyone personally, in particular, .. Just the world, maybe because of Tim Burton. He cares about the shit, I guess. Not a nice word, but sometimes it's funny, if you don't take it too far. Sorry.. I mean come on, you're all like always giving some secret handshake like you're some person in a leather jacket from the 1950s. Don't necessarily just all stop, just sayin'. What is it @ these .. whatever .. peers? Why is that their wet d****? Or what, not that? Why is it their fantasy? Why do it on me, I always dreaded this..you know a feeling I have|had.
Why did my dad just say..
.."she's not on on Ellen DeGeneres?" I watch her show.
I was just sitting in my room thinking @ how they leave out whine slushy samples unattended at a wine shop that moved away from the bubble gum machine after I asked for change.
What just cuz my mom was being mean? Also, I wasn't dressed, was TIRED, and didn't really wanna confront with my dad.. why'd he just say that? That's crazy. He was supposed to stop. Wut, you wanna see mydad undressed? I mean, he's not naked.
Kick Me Off~
Twitter! I keep checking. I don't know enough people, though. It's not always fun to look at an old friend's and wonder who's talking to them. :(
Pregunta
If 1 could have kids and it's a sign of growing up, why would you think it's bad if you're an active human being and a good parent? I know it's @ the way the world is, too. I mean, it's special, though you could say it's a sign of responsibility. I was thinking, why not have kids when you're like 18, 19, 20? I know Late Boomers had them later.
O, and something I forgot to say
I do not ever do anything Asian so do not do anything Asian to anyone. I feel it is sorta a sickness, though, at the moment and other times. I don't look Asian! I'd even say I don't like to be Asian but am nice to Asians.
Why did I get the message I did something to Ellen when I think she did something to me though I feel she is I mean like everyone thinks fun and nice.. like I thought about my life being an experiment and just said I think she's done stuff anyway..
I just got the message I was an Asian at home watching thee Ellen who acts like she's Jewish just because of her mom's maiden name. I know, it's disappointing, but it's also happy of course. It is stressful to deal with her actually I think wallowing in self-pity and trying to get attention for it. No, anyway, I am not an Asian. I just am fatter than before, and people didn't treat me like I was white. I didn't do anything. I know the world did it, made white people white. Why make fun of them? They just wanna keep precious secrets.
Why are you all suddenly freaking out @ me? Don't put Asian in MY life. I want white. Freakish!
Why did I get the message I did something to Ellen when I think she did something to me though I feel she is I mean like everyone thinks fun and nice.. like I thought about my life being an experiment and just said I think she's done stuff anyway..
I just got the message I was an Asian at home watching thee Ellen who acts like she's Jewish just because of her mom's maiden name. I know, it's disappointing, but it's also happy of course. It is stressful to deal with her actually I think wallowing in self-pity and trying to get attention for it. No, anyway, I am not an Asian. I just am fatter than before, and people didn't treat me like I was white. I didn't do anything. I know the world did it, made white people white. Why make fun of them? They just wanna keep precious secrets.
Why are you all suddenly freaking out @ me? Don't put Asian in MY life. I want white. Freakish!
Problema
My mom is being an animal in the kitchen sending me messages with how the dishes sound! She thinks she's some other 1/2 Asian's mom who doesn't have a good influence on her, is in treatment mentally.
However, she relayed it was Ellen.
I DON'T LIKE THAT. That is so incredibly stupid. What was that, blinked the screen? This is *beep*! It can't be her, anyway. Why, that's *beep*! It's bad, whatever!! If you did it and I just found out I'm not going to accept it.., doing bullshit for *beep* people. I was trying to sleep.
I just heard a stupid noise in my room someone planted there. This is ruining my life.
There, I hope that message is okay. What does anyone think! They just don't wanna benefit me. No one talks to me directly in real life.
Ah, I'm tired and can't think. This is too much to sieve through, I guess. Can't read another word. :(
I just don't like this nonsense, saying my mom is not special to me, saying she ^transformed^ and is into someone who just sorta grabbed her like that's even okay.
Is this getting back at a few other things you don't like I may have done? And what praytell has happened to my brain?
Did you see the girl's reaction? She just thinks, "Oh..that's mine." Do I have to tell you what this means? It's okay for her to have a nice relationship with my mom, but this is just nonsense to play around like this acting harsh and like my mom's better than me and is changing and I'm not good enough for her and someone else is, what I think is the nature of this.
Why do you keep acting like I'm mean? I keep saying that, but the only thing that happens is people playing mean with me and other people in the end not even knowing what to think or care about. People lik me for staying in line. They don't like hyperactive freaks permeating the known world.
So, yes, I always like people getting close to my mom, but why bump me off? You can sit in front of me and sing that your mom is like the great Ellen DeGeneres, and I wouldn't be able to get upset. But when you insult me with something and act weird and nasty, that's not okay. In fact, I do see tweens telling me that "their mom" is cool, and actually that's something I tend to wanna chase after. However, you should think of Ellen as a mom. Just don't like rub it in. You can think anything looks motherly, even an old dog. I mean that some people don't want it to be rubbed in, perhaps, so don't say I told you to go coocoo or something..
So..
What is it? Why are you acting nasty like my mom replaced me rather than added someone in her life? She actually hasn't seen her. Just trying to sound mean??
Okay..so - well, I tried to write up a good thing @ my feelings. What now, I think @ punishment when you made me uncomfortable? Whoever did it.. Well, my mom just made me sound upset. It kinda ruined my weekend. I wasn't dressed. I can't seem to find the right kinda workout, the right food at home sometimes or no food I like a lot. Anyway, I think there was something up for her, too, but I dunno. I tried to kinda not blow up, but then I was kinda sad and just said whatever I said, don't remember exactly. This is getting to be a long post and I need to lie down or do something else or even you know just post @ something else. :) It's good for you to post your feelings..
However, she relayed it was Ellen.
I DON'T LIKE THAT. That is so incredibly stupid. What was that, blinked the screen? This is *beep*! It can't be her, anyway. Why, that's *beep*! It's bad, whatever!! If you did it and I just found out I'm not going to accept it.., doing bullshit for *beep* people. I was trying to sleep.
I just heard a stupid noise in my room someone planted there. This is ruining my life.
There, I hope that message is okay. What does anyone think! They just don't wanna benefit me. No one talks to me directly in real life.
Ah, I'm tired and can't think. This is too much to sieve through, I guess. Can't read another word. :(
I just don't like this nonsense, saying my mom is not special to me, saying she ^transformed^ and is into someone who just sorta grabbed her like that's even okay.
Is this getting back at a few other things you don't like I may have done? And what praytell has happened to my brain?
Did you see the girl's reaction? She just thinks, "Oh..that's mine." Do I have to tell you what this means? It's okay for her to have a nice relationship with my mom, but this is just nonsense to play around like this acting harsh and like my mom's better than me and is changing and I'm not good enough for her and someone else is, what I think is the nature of this.
Why do you keep acting like I'm mean? I keep saying that, but the only thing that happens is people playing mean with me and other people in the end not even knowing what to think or care about. People lik me for staying in line. They don't like hyperactive freaks permeating the known world.
So, yes, I always like people getting close to my mom, but why bump me off? You can sit in front of me and sing that your mom is like the great Ellen DeGeneres, and I wouldn't be able to get upset. But when you insult me with something and act weird and nasty, that's not okay. In fact, I do see tweens telling me that "their mom" is cool, and actually that's something I tend to wanna chase after. However, you should think of Ellen as a mom. Just don't like rub it in. You can think anything looks motherly, even an old dog. I mean that some people don't want it to be rubbed in, perhaps, so don't say I told you to go coocoo or something..
So..
What is it? Why are you acting nasty like my mom replaced me rather than added someone in her life? She actually hasn't seen her. Just trying to sound mean??
Okay..so - well, I tried to write up a good thing @ my feelings. What now, I think @ punishment when you made me uncomfortable? Whoever did it.. Well, my mom just made me sound upset. It kinda ruined my weekend. I wasn't dressed. I can't seem to find the right kinda workout, the right food at home sometimes or no food I like a lot. Anyway, I think there was something up for her, too, but I dunno. I tried to kinda not blow up, but then I was kinda sad and just said whatever I said, don't remember exactly. This is getting to be a long post and I need to lie down or do something else or even you know just post @ something else. :) It's good for you to post your feelings..
Another Aside
I can just see Ellen DeGeneres lighting up to Chloe Moretz for just being able to use her brain, like she's the perfect generation age for a child of someone in her regime.
Powerful and Stressed
Kids today have such a high level of hyperactive playing smart ways. I am so relaxed watching someone like Jessie Klein and imagined her with Ellen DeGeneres. It was so peaceful. What's with all the hyperactive fans?
Problema
Why don't you do something, instead? My ancestors came a long time back from a European-influenced culture and caught on but are still stuck up @ their race being 2nd class.
Problema
My mom just came home today and scared and attacked me, I mean-a sTARED
She looked like some other 1/2 Asian and looked at me differently. Whose idea is it to have my mom be someone else's mom, INSTEAD. I am biologically built very much like her because I like it and I was in her w*** from c*********. I wantedwhatIwanted-
She looked like some other 1/2 Asian and looked at me differently. Whose idea is it to have my mom be someone else's mom, INSTEAD. I am biologically built very much like her because I like it and I was in her w*** from c*********. I wantedwhatIwanted-
Wale! (Well)
I don't think I want any magazines..TV shows with people. Oh, just Astro Girl off the shelf.
Uh Oh
Isn't it weird when you see Tim Burton it's cool? Maybe, he's just different, different from me of course. :]
I said
YOU were mean to me. YOU were looking @ me and not letting me talk.. not yourself, no 1's gonna dig up you for feeling sorry for oneself.
PROBLEMA
Ellen we don't care I don't want you k***ing me. My mom is now sweeping dead bugs. I'm good, I don't do anything wrong. This is cheap, stupid, and worthless. I CLEAN after dead bugs. I don't know what shithole you popped your head outta, not talking to Ellen..
Problema
You're even acting like it's not 1 of those big stupid things why you're utterly seemingly worthless. No, I'm not talking @ any 1 person, any human, nor anything like that totally.
Problema
What if I just found out Ellen did these problems, told my mom to do something. Why you coming back? Where'd my mom go, she kept testing me. Not sure what happened but I sure as Hell don't care!
Problema
Does Chloe Moretz want me to stop following her on Twitter? That's mean, I don't think she does. People think I'll find someone else better for me but I dunno, I mean yea she is a unique person but need someone to talk with or follow.
Problema
So, I guess with me the problem was I am from Southern U.S.A. With other people it's a different thing, like someone else is also Southern. I didn't impose anything.
Problema
I got another nasty message, that I should m********* to shit. WHAT IS ALL YOUR PROBLEMS. Ellen help, no one is nice to me.
O
They're m********ing me calling me not white and acting like I'm in hysteria as an Asian. I DO NOT LIKE TO BE ASIAN IN AN ASIAN WAY. You know that way where they don't conform to their wishes to be white.
THIS IS SHIT
You're not even nice to people who are mean to me.
They keep calling me not white stuff!
Stop m********ing me?
They keep calling me not white stuff!
Stop m********ing me?
Problema
Like, she just grew up and muses on others not making themselves happy but with me hurts me. If she was the 1 who hit me. The girl did have a boy cut.
Problema
Why does Ellen not think @ like people with real problems.. like what if she wanted me to get hit? I think people think it's funny..
Problema
It's like constantly awake, and I know no one cares. What if it was done on purpose? I could put you in prison.
Problema
Now, my head is causing me nonstop stress. It's a feeling you get when you haven't eaten, exercised, nor taken a shower. It's where I was hit..
Problema
Why won't you pathetic cases even just shut up? Orlando just keeps shitting. You're the 1 people wanna get.
YOU
I am not gonna live being called a nigger just because of you, Tim Burton. They have to do it just in case. I wonder if there even is a nigger.
Lingering Turmoil
Is it unspeakable to say Ellen's logos have been more self-centered? How do you feel about that? I mean, it's @ us. MySpace, which isn't as popular and doesn't have the groups like we like for the movies.
There's nothing wrong, but people make it mean different things. If that were true, I mean, I'd be doing something else differently..
There's nothing wrong, but people make it mean different things. If that were true, I mean, I'd be doing something else differently..
What I Want to Do
I want to clean and rearrange my room. My dad's gonna help me with backing up my computer with excessive files.
Not Sure What to Do
I want some time by myself and just finished breakfast. The TV was good, not much chance to respond.
There are 2 things~ going around. 1 of the 1s is the way Ginny acts like I'm not good enough for her, when all you can say is she is ***y. You can accredit her skills, but you can also do that with mine. You just can't say that I give people *** like that. I dunno, I mean, it's not like no person can or whatever a person can't.. So .. What else, Ellen wants to be #1 now, well I dunno I mean there are people out there you don't even know what you're talking about making a contest on who's worth it, who should do what. You know, from her show, she has a writer who works hard. Her interviewer is cute and very nice. Um, I think you don't -have- to do just that. I'm nice, too, not just like all about smiling and saying hi and not expressing anything else, not that she doesn't at all.. :| What a happy girl. She found a good person for that job! That is so cute! She does seem smart, I mean, you know what I mean..
There are 2 things~ going around. 1 of the 1s is the way Ginny acts like I'm not good enough for her, when all you can say is she is ***y. You can accredit her skills, but you can also do that with mine. You just can't say that I give people *** like that. I dunno, I mean, it's not like no person can or whatever a person can't.. So .. What else, Ellen wants to be #1 now, well I dunno I mean there are people out there you don't even know what you're talking about making a contest on who's worth it, who should do what. You know, from her show, she has a writer who works hard. Her interviewer is cute and very nice. Um, I think you don't -have- to do just that. I'm nice, too, not just like all about smiling and saying hi and not expressing anything else, not that she doesn't at all.. :| What a happy girl. She found a good person for that job! That is so cute! She does seem smart, I mean, you know what I mean..
Hey, guess what?
I just watched MSNBC. It was pretty good. Live world news, even a Muslim over. There's another world show I saw in the mental clinic where they acted like an anchor was the Russian President.
Watcha Think
I already said what I said. You like Ellen because she is ***y and comforting. No one seems to even want to take a 1st step and talk to me. Anyway, her growing up? You'd have liked me then, you know when I was growing up!
Problema
They're just fighting me. I'm gonna redo my room, then you can step into it and see what noises there are, even the garage door during the day. Then, there's the computer loading in certain times.
Problema
What a stupid loser you'd be not to understand this.. I think I was more likeable than Ellen DeGeneres until I watched her show. You just encourage her nose.
Wut.
Why are you acting like Ellen is a baby and sucking up to my dad? My dad is not that kind of person you barge in and think it's Tim Burton and Saturday Night Live like some kinda weird food you mix together but I don't mean anything weird in a certain way.
Problema
I just got a threat, I just posted something important. What was that! "Do you want me to do a plie in your room?" You don't have any right to hit me! I got hit in the head, and Ellen might be involved. Stop punishing me, I didn't do nothing. I have a right to say *beep* you, go *beep*. I don't say it, anymore, probably lost its affect. Didn't want to. I kept hearing noises in my room. I still do. I know other people do, too, not sure if they said so, yet. I don't wanna sit here and sift through shit for Ellen. I'm going to school, but 1st I wanted to get in the Disney parade. I need to get in shape. They want us too thin. They have these slightly happy young girls. I don't mean to threaten something weird @ college! I don't wanna sit here saying, "Stop acting like Ellen," all thru the day each day. Wow, what if they do it more, just because of how I say things? It's work to say things a certain way. Hey, I need breakfast. Also, why do you think I should be punished? If Ellen had a kid, the kid would be smothered in the world. I'm just saying.
Problema
This wasn't like this before. I just kinda have to forget @ Tim Burton. I mean, I'll follow him online, I'll still be a fan really. I just have to get rid of these problems, somehow. I am surrounded, so I can't seem to do what I like.
Problema
So, why am I getting resounding messages from Ellen? You can't be mean to me and rub in with my dad just to annoy me? I thought you mattered! and were famous. It's @ ME, not my parents. They aren't online nor watching the show. Everything I tangibly do seems to be treated like shit. Ellen is a racist. She also wallows in her own racial makeup. No offense, wallower. Ellen is nice to people, but then you get those after-messages. I just mean I'm judging if she uses racism, not saying otherwise she's just a bad person. Most people -are- racist.
Hey
You're posting shit in the style of Ellen in a twisted way! I thought I was ^alone^. Word Captchas.
Problemas
I don't think anyone has a right to suggest I did something wrong and make some earth shattering decision because of it, I mean things like the signs, though. :|
People are mean to me since I failed college because I was tired from losing sleep for homework a lot of my later life or more. Then, I was using store cards, and my parents refused to pay, anymore, not even with allowance for it, like with the college bill I thought I could postpone since they were the 1s that kicked me out of my major for no reason.
My mom was acting like I was bad to sleep without socks because Ellen was punishing me, which I don't think she was. If she was, I mean I can see her saying she is but not doing it.
What else? I hit my wall once not in an annoying way when I felt ^the pangs of racism^ just being a poster online.
I also put up posters in the living area, thinking they'd like the arrangement. Just for fun, I mean why don't they just say to take them down? They probably liked them.
Other little things. I got upset at the way they were acting and then they just got mad when I asked normally.
People are also being g** to my dad and mom saying they deserve something for me. There is no real, normal way they could have been involved. That's too bad because everyone I meet now is like that. For a long time, no one would acknowledge me. My dad and I's relationship are not crap. We don't just touch each other every day nor every week.
Anyway, I've posted like this before.
People are mean to me since I failed college because I was tired from losing sleep for homework a lot of my later life or more. Then, I was using store cards, and my parents refused to pay, anymore, not even with allowance for it, like with the college bill I thought I could postpone since they were the 1s that kicked me out of my major for no reason.
My mom was acting like I was bad to sleep without socks because Ellen was punishing me, which I don't think she was. If she was, I mean I can see her saying she is but not doing it.
What else? I hit my wall once not in an annoying way when I felt ^the pangs of racism^ just being a poster online.
I also put up posters in the living area, thinking they'd like the arrangement. Just for fun, I mean why don't they just say to take them down? They probably liked them.
Other little things. I got upset at the way they were acting and then they just got mad when I asked normally.
People are also being g** to my dad and mom saying they deserve something for me. There is no real, normal way they could have been involved. That's too bad because everyone I meet now is like that. For a long time, no one would acknowledge me. My dad and I's relationship are not crap. We don't just touch each other every day nor every week.
Anyway, I've posted like this before.
Wut.
Why are people being g** and saying Ellen made her Twitter layout and connected to Facebook in sync with other big things to suggest I am a secondary person? What does that have to do with me.. I think Ellen is showcasing someone I knew and like beating to death that I made my nose small. I just wanted a strong-looking nose, but I don't know just how strong it is comparably now. I never tried to have a small nose that I can remember. I mean, I don't think her signs talk @ my nose! I'm just saying what I think she thinks @ like noses, like she likes Europeans with big noses? A lotta them aren't as white. Their noses are like a unicorn's horn for protection, the horn being for that literally.
As far as me butting in, yea, I'm online. I dunno @ you, but something funny @ just posting annoying fluff to Ellen. What else is piled up to say?
As far as me butting in, yea, I'm online. I dunno @ you, but something funny @ just posting annoying fluff to Ellen. What else is piled up to say?
Problema
I got insulted again..
Anyway, what do you think @? I liked Ellen's new logos. I don't believe she can say that it means more than 1 thing. Not that way.
Anyway, what do you think @? I liked Ellen's new logos. I don't believe she can say that it means more than 1 thing. Not that way.
Just Woke Up
What's with the weird loading! Sending me more dumb messages? What's a matta with you?
I forget my dream, now, annoying. I thought I woke up and heard faintly like a soft knock pounding, but I couldn't tell since I was mostly asleep. Then, I heard my dad say in a cool, sorta twisting voice @ death, "Hey, I'm 1st!" Like, he'd die before me. Not sure, on TV noticed people talking @ meds how psychiatric medicine actually makes you die sooner if you're older. At least a popular 1, which is called Risperdal. Most people take it. However, they are all only up to like these days whatever it looks like middle age, like 50.
I didn't know @ what I was hearing, mainly some grumble was real, though the washing and drying machines weren't on, a knock like someone was gonna come in, some like ghost of a kid girl with longer curly blonde hair.
Why do I keep getting insulting messages on how things load when I use the computer!
I forget my dream, now, annoying. I thought I woke up and heard faintly like a soft knock pounding, but I couldn't tell since I was mostly asleep. Then, I heard my dad say in a cool, sorta twisting voice @ death, "Hey, I'm 1st!" Like, he'd die before me. Not sure, on TV noticed people talking @ meds how psychiatric medicine actually makes you die sooner if you're older. At least a popular 1, which is called Risperdal. Most people take it. However, they are all only up to like these days whatever it looks like middle age, like 50.
I didn't know @ what I was hearing, mainly some grumble was real, though the washing and drying machines weren't on, a knock like someone was gonna come in, some like ghost of a kid girl with longer curly blonde hair.
Why do I keep getting insulting messages on how things load when I use the computer!
Friday, August 30, 2013
Indigo Children
Hey, look at this, Ellen..
Indigo Children - born with an Indigo Aura, believed to have supernatural abilities and with parents I think with learning disabilities maybe often.. I'm guessing they are Generation X.
Indigo Children - born with an Indigo Aura, believed to have supernatural abilities and with parents I think with learning disabilities maybe often.. I'm guessing they are Generation X.
Off the Map
Ellen would be off the map to assume that I tried to do anything in the New Orleans area. I think I've observed..
By the Hour
Standing here, looking outta the corner a mah eye
I just wanted to say I do not at all appreciate tweens acting like I'm chopped liver. I never meant no harm. DUM DUMS
I just wanted to say I do not at all appreciate tweens acting like I'm chopped liver. I never meant no harm. DUM DUMS
The Sounds of Going Ons
My mom shoulda helped me get something to eat.
Otherwise, Ellen, I don't know, but from the sounds of the cars and things outside, I'd say you're sadly "cho**ed liv**."
Otherwise, Ellen, I don't know, but from the sounds of the cars and things outside, I'd say you're sadly "cho**ed liv**."
What do you think?
How do you feel @ Tim Burton knowing I am on pills and went to the psychiatric clinic|ward?
Losers .. Biggest Buncha Idiots
You put me on psychiatric medicine just to respond to my inner yearnings.
Outdated
What's the big deal? Judgers want to hone down things that don't need to be? Or they are particularly in with an in crowd.
Tweeked
I was thinking of personality types lately. I dunno how .. oh mapped out something. I am a Perceiver because that makes me an Action Seeker.
My Personality Type
I'm just cool. Well, let's see, everyone already has a bit of everything and changes, usually extraverted to introverted. I wanted to be a loud extravert, but I got kicked out.
Problema
If Ellen accepted me then the tweenies wouldn't have to UNaccept me. Why should I care @ them? I wanted to be like them!
Problema
If Ellen accepted me then the tweenies wouldn't have to UNaccept me. Why should I care @ them? I wanted to be like them!
Problema
If Ellen accepted me then the tweenies wouldn't have to UNaccept me. Why should I care @ them? I wanted to be like them!
Problema
If Ellen accepted me then the tweenies wouldn't have to UNaccept me. Why should I care @ them? I wanted to be like them!
Problema
If Ellen accepted me then the tweenies wouldn't have to UNaccept me. Why should I care @ them? I wanted to be like them!
Ooh wow
Little Ellen is from a big city area like New Orleans which has been said is bigger than NYC. (I'm having fun on my blog. Everything is Ellen.)
WTF?
Why would anyone deserve to mingle with Ellen DeGeneres .. she just says stuff to those people kinda like fluff it seems.
The Verdict 3|
All I can say is that people act like everyone is mean because they aren't that attractive and seem mad @ it, so seem bad.
The Eentsy Weensy Spider..
I wonder if those tweens would like to be in my place. I mean they laaiD (laid) it out.
Problema
Would you stop telling me stuff @ the way I think! God Dammit! What I meant was that I'm gonna fight you when you leak out your criticisms .. well mebbe not. I just saying I realized you were just farting @ my thinking. I didn't do anything to you, didn't say anything, didn't affect you with anything.
Um-
If it's to get it over with, I already wanted to meet Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres 1 day.
So, please inform me exactly where you think that puts you.
So, please inform me exactly where you think that puts you.
See
She doesn't understand me. She just keeps doing stuff for no reason. She's no fun, then. I want someone to not think I'm just a silly Early Boom offspring.
So
Why is Ellen digging into me? I am already convinced she was a bad person but not as bad as most people.
WHO CARES
I DON'T HAVE TO TALK LIKE ELLEN AND BE MEAN. SHE IS ACTING LIKE I'M SHIT. WHAT'S THE PROBLEM!
Help!
They're spreading their diarrhea on me in my room. And they won't stop. I don't feel as good @ my post. Who cares @ Ellen's posts, then?
Problema?
I guess Ellen isn't from New Orleans nor the area, anymore. She can't hold it in like I do. Most anyone can't. So, she has to admit that.
Shit
Oh, click on the wall and shit me your shit.
I wasn't allowed to be how I wanted else I'd have pretty gold platinum hair and crystally sea colored eyes. I can't do that, now, so I dye it. I'm not sure what I'll do after.
I'm cooler than your shit kids, anyway. Their just Italian tubes.
I wasn't allowed to be how I wanted else I'd have pretty gold platinum hair and crystally sea colored eyes. I can't do that, now, so I dye it. I'm not sure what I'll do after.
I'm cooler than your shit kids, anyway. Their just Italian tubes.
Problema?
I guess Ellen isn't from New Orleans nor the area, anymore. She can't hold it in like I do. Most anyone can't. So, she has to admit that.
Ha Ha
So wasn't that the kids's wish that I can't just be close to Ellen and not be closer than before to my parents?? What kind of manners is that? You wish Ellen and your mom were 1 thing? I've already done that. That kind of thing.
Problemas
Well, this is what I found out. I watched Chris Matthews, who's been on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Everyone is so supportive. I was watching a Tampa officer get tackled from the back of his chair then him being interviewed, bLac K. Anyway, the narrator reminded me of my interest in the human body, seemed to make me smart, rubbed off. He said something @ in the end it's death.
Literally, I thought Ellen was telling me I was a 1950 s****. It seems she thinks she's boss and slides in threads @ like if I have someone worse than my mom as my mom, basically, but like someone who maybe isn't my favorite. I just told of what I knew of other than my own mom, don't want just any Chinese-Indonesian. Her sister is intellectual, piano and glasses, Indonesian husband and lives with mom and eats KFC.. I would be ahead racially, hope that lady whose body model I saw gets an equal husband, probably like Orla Fallon, though. My parents just seem in the moment.
Anyway, after that, I thought @ how Ellen insulted me thinking of Ginny because of the conspiracy of a 1 Nell Burton.. I was sad that it would be taken into account of how safe she really is out there but in a more blunt ^message^. So, I was like, well, yea, Ginny got winded out of who she was. She is selfish in class for fun in some way.. She makes me feel bad, confuses me that staying in the hospital is the only way to communicate, got hurt both times. My stomach bloated, 3 times!
Anyway, here's my disclaimer: this is not a good thing. Not much of a punch line. I know people have always liked me. When I grew up, we were considered like with an identity from Heaven and we don't know what traits of our parents we will have nor with whom all we can develop. What else? So, I am like a trap, and then people say well your friends don't think they're Chinese and the most white so let's play around with that. I've had such miserable times, but thanks Christ Matthew and I'm well to watch TV. I need people in my life, like everyone, and I'm at crisis point. I may watch "Ghost Adventures," which reminds me of a time past. The Comedy show I like. So.. I learned they can't finish all thoughts. Yea, there was a lady who was really with the program in stereotype, a light black. I learned that her generation, born @ 1970, gets attacked whereas people say the wants of someone born @ 1960 mean something. It's very true. I don't mind Ellen making it seem like she's channeled like a person of her age. Because she's not, she's not really in the boat. I'm so serious @ this, now.. I am not so much trying to submit to brats born @ 1957-1961 to be specific.. but more to be of their quality, and I know more about eating apparently. I found cholesterol pills cause diabetes. I quit them long ago and refuse treatment for diabetes. I forget the good 1, but it starts with a c, Cervex? I need a little tablet from CVS when I get my money..Sunday. Why is it all labeled as ^the^ parents being from @ that time? I don't want to be labeled falsely. You already know what traits I got. Why was Ellen playing around? She is like getting away with just hurting me. Not sure why I said just, but it's not really all she seems to me. I don't mean it sarcastically..maybe someone knows why. Why is my dad not giving me personal space? I want to be close to Ellen. Why make me do something that I never wanted to do with my dad? It's very sensitive to me. I mean, that's all you talk @. What if I like the dads that are younger! Then, that's what I like. You don't go ask my dad. Or else eye color doesn't mean anything. Ugh! This is so annoying! Yes, I am born in 1986. And what @ my mom being a pretty Mongoloid? Maybe, I have some special bond that you're severing that I don't want severed. She is not like me, but I still think that it's good not to give me a bad relationship with her. There are lots of things to go through with that, but I lack the insight but wanna try. See, if you take her away to do something good, like discipline, that's in the right spirit. I just want the relationship to be right like with anyone as it's always been. Why is Ellen doing this? Is she? Whoever is, why? Ellen would have 1 reason, but I mean Tim Burton stopped posting online 1st. I can kinda see it, now. Well, I'll go post this. xp
Literally, I thought Ellen was telling me I was a 1950 s****. It seems she thinks she's boss and slides in threads @ like if I have someone worse than my mom as my mom, basically, but like someone who maybe isn't my favorite. I just told of what I knew of other than my own mom, don't want just any Chinese-Indonesian. Her sister is intellectual, piano and glasses, Indonesian husband and lives with mom and eats KFC.. I would be ahead racially, hope that lady whose body model I saw gets an equal husband, probably like Orla Fallon, though. My parents just seem in the moment.
Anyway, after that, I thought @ how Ellen insulted me thinking of Ginny because of the conspiracy of a 1 Nell Burton.. I was sad that it would be taken into account of how safe she really is out there but in a more blunt ^message^. So, I was like, well, yea, Ginny got winded out of who she was. She is selfish in class for fun in some way.. She makes me feel bad, confuses me that staying in the hospital is the only way to communicate, got hurt both times. My stomach bloated, 3 times!
Anyway, here's my disclaimer: this is not a good thing. Not much of a punch line. I know people have always liked me. When I grew up, we were considered like with an identity from Heaven and we don't know what traits of our parents we will have nor with whom all we can develop. What else? So, I am like a trap, and then people say well your friends don't think they're Chinese and the most white so let's play around with that. I've had such miserable times, but thanks Christ Matthew and I'm well to watch TV. I need people in my life, like everyone, and I'm at crisis point. I may watch "Ghost Adventures," which reminds me of a time past. The Comedy show I like. So.. I learned they can't finish all thoughts. Yea, there was a lady who was really with the program in stereotype, a light black. I learned that her generation, born @ 1970, gets attacked whereas people say the wants of someone born @ 1960 mean something. It's very true. I don't mind Ellen making it seem like she's channeled like a person of her age. Because she's not, she's not really in the boat. I'm so serious @ this, now.. I am not so much trying to submit to brats born @ 1957-1961 to be specific.. but more to be of their quality, and I know more about eating apparently. I found cholesterol pills cause diabetes. I quit them long ago and refuse treatment for diabetes. I forget the good 1, but it starts with a c, Cervex? I need a little tablet from CVS when I get my money..Sunday. Why is it all labeled as ^the^ parents being from @ that time? I don't want to be labeled falsely. You already know what traits I got. Why was Ellen playing around? She is like getting away with just hurting me. Not sure why I said just, but it's not really all she seems to me. I don't mean it sarcastically..maybe someone knows why. Why is my dad not giving me personal space? I want to be close to Ellen. Why make me do something that I never wanted to do with my dad? It's very sensitive to me. I mean, that's all you talk @. What if I like the dads that are younger! Then, that's what I like. You don't go ask my dad. Or else eye color doesn't mean anything. Ugh! This is so annoying! Yes, I am born in 1986. And what @ my mom being a pretty Mongoloid? Maybe, I have some special bond that you're severing that I don't want severed. She is not like me, but I still think that it's good not to give me a bad relationship with her. There are lots of things to go through with that, but I lack the insight but wanna try. See, if you take her away to do something good, like discipline, that's in the right spirit. I just want the relationship to be right like with anyone as it's always been. Why is Ellen doing this? Is she? Whoever is, why? Ellen would have 1 reason, but I mean Tim Burton stopped posting online 1st. I can kinda see it, now. Well, I'll go post this. xp
Upset
If Ellen judges me by my parents's age, I mean I know that's just the bump after the gate door, but I mean.. no. I don't find her ways of being more self-centered particularly good-feeling. I wanna go home to Pennn syl vania.
Upset
If Ellen judges me by my parents's age, I mean I know that's just the bump after the gate door, but I mean.. no. I don't find her ways of being more self-centered particularly good-feeling. I wanna go home to Pennn syl vania.
"What happened?"
So, what exactly happened to the fact that we're competent individuals since birth for you?! Why am I a joke who used to complain @ always being like the oldest?
You know my head..
..I feel feverish and it feels like it's rectifying on the left. Why are people in Orlando so sarcastic and mean and twisting? I'm innocent, I got no idea what they be doing.
It's possible she followed me. The leader told us to spread out. I wonder if my therapist did this. It seems like more than 1 person would think @ it. It's not funny. What if I said to do it to, not knowing who, do it to their own kids? I wouldn't. They're acting like it's a healing journey, for God's sake!
It's possible she followed me. The leader told us to spread out. I wonder if my therapist did this. It seems like more than 1 person would think @ it. It's not funny. What if I said to do it to, not knowing who, do it to their own kids? I wouldn't. They're acting like it's a healing journey, for God's sake!
2 Families United
There are 2 kinds of boys in Orlando, the 1s who are @ ^what^ you sacrificed and the 1s who wanna be cute and are strict @ complying to the guidelines of services.
The Danguuh (Danger)
Tacky people from Orlando are so picky @ the normal people. I was a confo'mist! (Conformist.)
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Balances
So, maybe, some people don't care if most tweens are good or bad, these days. What slobs. They are literally never punished. I get punished for being the perfectionist.
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O MY GOD
I was joking with the term "death" but connected it to jealousy.
S0RRY!
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S0RRY!
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Watcha Think?
Do you know @ dads who aren't allowed to do things with their children but sometimes do something, anyway? I wonder if I'm considered attractive. I'm not even directly talking @ my dad. I'll talk @ people, not sure what would happen if I kept talking @ him @ certain things-
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Unsupportive
Tim Burton + Johnny Depp, I remember, now!
TIM! cursed boys without typical happy, sorta rough, selfish dispositions because he's Hitler!!
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TIM! cursed boys without typical happy, sorta rough, selfish dispositions because he's Hitler!!
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Problema
I have a strange feeling they don't wanna cast me to fill in as Tinkerbell, and I'm too tall. I was too short, before.
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Verdict
How incredibly mean and criminal to make it so that Ellen DeGeneres is mean to me and most people are outright brutal and get away when she's NOT guilty!
I always go back and apologize, for certain things, try to stay in lines. Never heard of good people doing that, like Helena Bonham Carter?
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I always go back and apologize, for certain things, try to stay in lines. Never heard of good people doing that, like Helena Bonham Carter?
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Problema
STOP TEASING ME WITH ELLEN LIKE I'M A NIGGER, A CHINESE NIGGER.
AND I CAN POST WHAT I LIKED @ RACE. YOU CRIMINAL!
AND I CAN POST WHAT I LIKED @ RACE. YOU CRIMINAL!
Problema
We shouldn't have Late Boomers in the world if they will not accept me. I do not want to think I have an Early Boom dad. I don't think older guys like shit.
MEANIE
I HAVE A GOOD DAD. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM. YOU ARE NOT EVEN TALKING TO MY PARENT|S.
Watcha gonna say now I feel a power surge? I am not gay.
Are you playing with me? You keep wanting me to say to stop so I can't be a fan of Ellen.
Watcha gonna say now I feel a power surge? I am not gay.
Are you playing with me? You keep wanting me to say to stop so I can't be a fan of Ellen.
Problema
Why did Ellen post @ a dinosaur? Wonder what her fans are saying. Just in case, though, since now she thinks she can just get away with it, my dad is not a stupid generation like Tim Burton, he is young, too. Well, now he's an older adult. B] Ellen, what if I said your generation is something that bothers you? Like a salamander? Sorry to say, but I'm NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS.
Something I Shouldn't Have Cross My Mind
What's wrong with me spending store cards and allowance? I don't spend much now.
How Hard I Was Hit
Well, if someone planned it in the experiment I don't know. It didn't seem fatal to my life process. I'm sorry, I'm a big girl, but it was really too hard and I was really annoyed and mad.
Some guy from up north, probably, came by a cheap area with McDonald's and sucked in my right ear. I like my music.. and now I can't hear as well outta that ear. The teacher hurt it, and other people did, that Spanish janitor. How can people think I'm mean? That was never my reputation in grade school. I cared @ ^what I did^.
Some guy from up north, probably, came by a cheap area with McDonald's and sucked in my right ear. I like my music.. and now I can't hear as well outta that ear. The teacher hurt it, and other people did, that Spanish janitor. How can people think I'm mean? That was never my reputation in grade school. I cared @ ^what I did^.
In the end, the big finale..
..does Ellen know how much work goes into getting a result, like the chewing gum in the chocolate factory
What
is Ellen's fetish @ her greatness?
I find it very offensive the weird things that have been happening to me. You know, those girls @ auditions are really hypersensitive. They are shaped like normal girls and some obese.
I find it very offensive the weird things that have been happening to me. You know, those girls @ auditions are really hypersensitive. They are shaped like normal girls and some obese.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
he he
It seems after I've been rejuvenated I now stimulate more people by what I do than Ellen & co.
Get It Down?
So, if you do something that offends Ellen, something bad will happen to you? That's not nice..
So
Who did that?
I only know everything is for Ellen. Why would it be for her? I posted something confusing awhile back and noticed a staggering response in my world. Can't you see I have a hard life? Ya'll were just mean to me and ya'll are gonna go to Hell. You did something, not me.
I only know everything is for Ellen. Why would it be for her? I posted something confusing awhile back and noticed a staggering response in my world. Can't you see I have a hard life? Ya'll were just mean to me and ya'll are gonna go to Hell. You did something, not me.
Watcha Thinkin'
You know what you got? The Irish are the least white of Europe? Well, next is China!
Wut.
Why do people like to stop in their tracks with me? Like to make fun of me but not admit it. Like if someone happens to dislike me but doesn't really do anthing
Wut.
You know, I talk @ people to talk -to- people. Why do you get all ^in the experience^ like I'm treating them like a puzzle?
Time for Bed?
I was just gonna go to sleep.
I might lie down and find some music to listen to, soon. Tonight's my opportunity for sleep. ;)
I might lie down and find some music to listen to, soon. Tonight's my opportunity for sleep. ;)
OK
Who farted this time?!
You can't say that me being European doesn't count cuz you changed your mind. Who cares if someone is unfortunate. You want everyone famous to die like Audrey Hepburn or Steve Irwin?
You can't say that me being European doesn't count cuz you changed your mind. Who cares if someone is unfortunate. You want everyone famous to die like Audrey Hepburn or Steve Irwin?
Una Pregunta Estúpida
So, did you ever have someone ask you a very stupid question? Like, I make my nose look like other people I know but not like Ellen DeGeneres, though it has to happen so it happens.
It's about the kind of person and the way you do it.
It's about the kind of person and the way you do it.
Problema
You don't care what someone like me with my race does like you do with others because of 2 things, my race and the connection that I am successful at being white. It is something that's supposed to be able to happen to everyone by choice. Go blame the parents for it.
Problemas
Do you like how mothers today make their kids seem more important than you? Kids are just a problem because if you overshadow them a granny's gonna getcha!
Wut
Why you making my dad a clown, Tim Burton? Aren't you the 1 who goes around in "the funny costume?" I don't go around in any funny costume unless it's like Halloween.
Furthermore
Some people take it upon them a task to punish me but not much love there. You have no right to hurt me psychologically just because I got Fs in college. I even have an excuse, but you think just because I walked @ campus a lot that maybe I'd be in my room studying. I did study, and it was too hard. I should have withdrawn those semesters myself, but they did it for me because the rule says so.
A Toy
So, how did you find out about the toy to you "Tim Burton?" Everyone is dropping their deed. The earth is at standstill! People older than me are "afraid to" cuddle. The attractive older figures as people are all turning us down by being nasty if you read into them.
Problemas
You know, I had problems big before the N word thing, failed semesters, peeves of my parents @ me.
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If You Didn't Read My Blog..
when I talked @ this: another chubby girl broke the zipper of my turtleneck sleeveless leotard.
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Something I Would Like
Why would you deny all you thought of me and my childish old-fashioned ways in an attractive way when come news of Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres?
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So
Has anyone thought about in a talk show making people respond, to various steps, and then coming in to meet you and comment on what you just said?
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Well
I figured the girl hit my head acting like a princess, on purpose. In the end, I remembered to check my face.
I didn't have too much trouble containing myself, at all, since. I fell -on- my head when I was skinny and strong in gymnastics on the hard floor by the foam pit. I was 8, probably, the age I quit, turned 9. No problem, but at 5 I got stitches under my chin, didn't hurt when I slipped in the bathtub hiding to surprise my mom, who stayed with my brother during the painful pro-cess
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I didn't have too much trouble containing myself, at all, since. I fell -on- my head when I was skinny and strong in gymnastics on the hard floor by the foam pit. I was 8, probably, the age I quit, turned 9. No problem, but at 5 I got stitches under my chin, didn't hurt when I slipped in the bathtub hiding to surprise my mom, who stayed with my brother during the painful pro-cess
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Dependents..he he!-
Who cares @ celeb dependents? Portia gets respect for being with Ellen DeGeneres more than I'd ever like to or wish to. Helena Bonham Carter is with Tim Burton with a family excessively. She still thinks she didn't get enough attention, but I do. Who am I with? People with slapstick intelligence who make noises that come out as words, threats to those in my life who are significant.
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I bet that
everyone up north wants to be Amish, which has Swiss, like me! They are not just in Pennsylvania.
WHAT
Why do people prefer Ellen and then to do away with me? That's what happened with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. We shoulda nipped it in the bud. You racists.
1 More
What's wrong with 1 more fan? Are you berserk?
Also, if Ellen liked me better, so what? You should still like me..
Also, if Ellen liked me better, so what? You should still like me..
My Personal Belief it the N Word
which is not why I used it online. I believe it is a word that can be used against racists, but the only thing is they fight back. I did it thinking it was wanted in the experiment, so I don't fall under this category. Also, What do you think @ tweens? I am too old for that slick look, but I've had it. I was very healthy, ate lots of health food. Exercise, of course.
In Trying to Understand
What don't you get about the part I thought people in the "experiment" wanted me to use the N word?
Problema
Whatever the case is, I will not honor Ellen DeGeneres hurting me, telling a boy to touch my private, knocking out the feeling in parts of my body. This stuff happens, anyway, and I don't orchestrate it.
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